Heretofore untitled: Ramblings 1
Some downtime, some alone time ... Time, I suppose, for some reflection. I wrote 2,100 words today, about. I did some research on another story, but somehow I still feel inefficient. Must work harder to achieve maximum production. I wish I could write that much every day, but some days must be reserved for doing the stuff that goes into the story.
However, I suppose I still write more than I could expect -- and, like a good writer, I stayed in with my bourbon and coke to write this evening while Dylan went to Chuck's. All after he said he had so much to do. Silly.
School may be suffering from my influx of assignments -- but that just reminds me that school is holding me back. I must make up the physics test I missed Friday. More silliness. That means reviewing the stuff I need to know, which I haven't had time to do, and contacting my teacher, which I have also not had time to do.
I've had two bourbon-and-cokes tonight. I don't like bourbon. But liquor lubricates my writing wheels and allows me to churn out decent copy. If it worked for Des for 30-something years, it must be a good way to go. I apologize to my family if they're concerned by my drinking.
I have two more pieces to write this week for The Cardinal. Dylan and I are going to share a byline. We're going to keep the article for posterity. Or some such.
His kids are great. I should add that in, I think, because I was originally scared of this whole arrangement. But, in usual form, I decided it was worth a shot. I feel like I should carry pictures of them around and show them to people. Is that weird? I don't care, really.
I should be in bed. I have to be up at 7:30 a.m. or so. Alas. Why can't every day be Tuesday?
Also, why is it March and snowing? I'm not happy. The solarium I live in is cold, but fortunately today was sunny so I didn't mind too much. Sunshine makes me feel better. I need another cigarette.
I feel disorganized even though I'm not. I don't know if I'm OCD or just deal with stress by organizing. Or both. I need my filebox.
Cigarette. Bourbon. Sleep.
Addendum: I will never be as good as I want to be. I believe everyone is worth a thousand words.